Sir you are everything I’d imagine my husband to look like. I think I’m in love. Corndog is there any chance of you growing facial hair?
(via monicatp)
Ahh explains everything.i miss you, and it really does
I miss you too. I’m sorry I haven’t talked to you in a while. We definitely need to catch up. I love you baby sis =)
So I actually got to class early today. But I forgot all the papers I needed to turn in. It’s okay I’m working my way up. Even if it is the last week of school. Oh well. I have way too many papers to write and I haven’t even started one. I need to study for my math final but chances are that will never happen. I have my psychology presentation tomorrow. I’m actually really nervous to do this.
(via likelytofade)
shit it’s my brother Franks’ 17th birthday. I forgot. :l
Since Thursday night I have been with my family. Correction my cousins and aunt Lizette. Lizette asked me if I wanted to spend the night with her, Yessie, Claudia at Melissa’s house. My response? All my best friends…” See I have spoken to none of them unless necessary. This is not including Lizette, I spend a lot of time with her.
Melissa lives down the road from me literally I just go through my front door neighbours house and I’m in her backyard. We use to be best friends, that girl and I had spent so much time at each others house we practically lived together. But as time went on towards the end of our friendship I couldn’t stand to be with her, she reminded me so much of myself and I couldn’t stand myself. That’s just a problem of mine I believe, I get tired of people and they get tired of me. We had a semi big downfall and that was it, it made it more like yea I can’t trust you anymore. I still love her don’t get me wrong, she is family, she’s my cousin. But I don’t think that bond we had will ever come back. Claudia, her and I had always had these moments where we’d be best friends for either a year or a couple of months then somehow just completely stop talking. But after two years ago I don’t think that will ever happen. Nothing happened between us personally, but we just aren’t close. Yessie and I have never been close. In the entire time I’ve known her, I don’t really know her. We’re family but that’s it. So I spent the night and I thought it was going to be torture. That they were going to speak to me because why would we. More so I felt weird being back in Melissas’ house, I hadn’t been there in years three to be honest maybe four. Her mother use to always ask me why I don’t go over, that was hard. We all talked, it was if it was normal but I wasn’t really talked to directly at least that’s how it felt. We did laugh but with us I honestly don’t see how we couldn’t have. We talked about our weddings, apparently we’re all guilty of having a knot account. Except Melissa and I are the only ones not in a relationship. And everyone said we can plan each others weddings. But in the back of my mind all I could think about was how we were saying this but I know for a fact that I wouldn’t have any of them in my wedding I’m not close to them. But if they want to help plan my wedding alright then!
I spent all morning and afternoon with them Friday. I skipped classes to get breakfast with them at Starbucks and when Lizette left for work it was just the four of us. I didn’t know what to say but I managed and didn’t have bad conversation. I road around with Claudia and she got to telling me about her life. It’s kind of funny to see how we all are at different stages in our lives though we’re all about the same age. We even did lunch together with Lizette since everyone was in greensboro still.
Saturday we went to Lizette house and it seemed like everyone was there. Some of my other cousins were there. We had a discussion about how Miley Cyrus is really gummy and too young. Demi Lovato isn’t that great and we all love Selena Gomez. Then we all played Cranium. I said I’d be on a team but I didn’t want to play. I said it put too much pressure and made me feel nervous. They all laughed but I know them, we all want to win. How is that not pressure?
Sunday we went to eat and that was okay. I won’t complain. It’ the same as any family dinner we may have. There’s just too many of us even when it’s a few. Lizette is 21, Yessie is 20 (I think she turned 20 already), Claudia 19, Melissa and I are 18.
